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It was my birthday!
Jan. 18th, 2019 09:51 amSorry about the radio silence, it's been a busy week or so. But this time a good busy, for sure.
So, the antidepressant seems to be kicking in properly now and it feels... great. It's strange, and great. Mostly, by contrast to how I felt before I now realize the truly monumental antagonist I've been up against all this time, battling it every day for *years* and managing to hold my ground against it. Honestly, it feels really shocking to... feel *well* for a change. To be rested, to just have energy to do things again. I still have anxiety but it's receeding- plus the full effects of the prozac won't kick in for a few more weeks. But I've been having my little morning panic attacks and such. Otherwise, it's like... it's so much easier to employ all of those coping tactics I've been using all this time.
The most noticeable thing, though, is how my body feels. It's like I've been holding something for over a decade now and I can finally relax, physically. Most of the tension in my body has gone, all but a bit in my feet.
Anyway, it was my birthday this week. I went to a salon to get my hair cut which I never do. Mom and I had a great time there. AND I got myself a tonne of Ace Attorney manga... which brings me to narumitsu.
( LONG and spoilery Narumitsu stuff goes here. )
So, the antidepressant seems to be kicking in properly now and it feels... great. It's strange, and great. Mostly, by contrast to how I felt before I now realize the truly monumental antagonist I've been up against all this time, battling it every day for *years* and managing to hold my ground against it. Honestly, it feels really shocking to... feel *well* for a change. To be rested, to just have energy to do things again. I still have anxiety but it's receeding- plus the full effects of the prozac won't kick in for a few more weeks. But I've been having my little morning panic attacks and such. Otherwise, it's like... it's so much easier to employ all of those coping tactics I've been using all this time.
The most noticeable thing, though, is how my body feels. It's like I've been holding something for over a decade now and I can finally relax, physically. Most of the tension in my body has gone, all but a bit in my feet.
Anyway, it was my birthday this week. I went to a salon to get my hair cut which I never do. Mom and I had a great time there. AND I got myself a tonne of Ace Attorney manga... which brings me to narumitsu.
( LONG and spoilery Narumitsu stuff goes here. )
